Waking up right next to you   Is the last thing that I want to do   Knowing you dont care   Cause youre spineless and too much to take   And my kindness was a big mistake   It gets me nowhere   And Ive been reading through your letters   Hoping that youd never make up your mind   And I wish I was a boy again   Where I could still pretend you were mine      Im drinking too much these days it never seems to help   Cause you say Ill never change   And that Im the only one who I care about when you say      That youre leaving and youre ready to go   Cause you thought I was cheating   But I dont think you want to know   Well I think that things are better this way   When it seems like youre breathing   But youre already dead to me      Making up my mind on you   Is something I wish I could do   But youre so damn thoughtless and Im not going to lose   To any of these games you play   Cause no one likes you anyway   Youre just a faceless name   So what will you say   When I tell you that your lifes like a book   Its torn and tattered sitting on a shelf   Where no one wants to look      And it seems   That this is what we want   As your face begins to haunt my memories   And seep into my future dreams   Where no one can hear you scream