If only you were here to hold my head above bloody waters   We could make it through   You turned your back on me and now I do the same to you   You made me feel so hollow   How can the man that you looked up to turn around and say   Three words that hurt more than you'll ever know   You don't know what it feels like to be in my shoes   You turned your back on me as I stood there and fell to the floor   This time there's no reason for me to turn around and scream help   But if only you were here to hold my head above   All those things you said to tie me down   I'm looking for forgiveness for something that I didn't even do   How can you call yourself an idol, a person to trust?   How can I look so high up when you're always holding me down?