For weeks I've felt lost and I can't see the light   Shining through the darkest of days   What can I do to stop myself from hiding my thoughts   From this world of lies?   I've felt so lost for far too long   Trying to leave it all behind   I find that I cannot forgive myself for feeling like this   How can I even begin to forgive myself   For all the things I'm thinking of doing to you?   How can I forgive myself for this?   But it's all in your head   You just walk out of my life and you expect me to let you back in   With open arms   I'll turn to you   For weeks I've felt lost and I can't see the light   So I'll do this one alone   I'll hide my thoughts from you   Is it beyond impossible for me to hold onto you?   Is it beyond you to forgive me?   If not, I'll do it on my own time   How can I forgive myself?   For my world is slowly falling down   And you just stand there and watch me fall