So what if I'm freezing, I'm awake and I'm happy    The sun's steepling its shards on my floor    I drag my feet to the shower and I hear someone singing    I keep the lights off as the water gets warm    Now I knot up tie and toss my books in a schoolbag    They keep my priorties straight    So I can sleepwalk through work like an outpatient program    I don't buy but I'll get through anyway    And at some point I'll call you and tell you I miss you    And you are the point of my day    And my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up    When you tell me you feel the same    So I have been thinking of splitting up Christmas   To see everyone I'd like to see    And your first on that list   Your the lotto I hit   You're the star at the top of my tree    And I have been feeling this good for a reason    My friends and my family    You are all the backbone    You keep me balenced and settled    And I"m in debt to you all endlessy    So tonight I will call you and try to say    "Thank you for being the sun on my face    I know the world's almost over but you make it seem better   And I hope for you I do the same"