This is a crisis, I knew had to come   Destroying the balance I'd kept   Doubting, unsettling and turning around   Wondering what will come next      Is this the role that you wanted to live?   I was foolish to ask for so much   Without the protection and infancy's guard   It all falls apart at first touch      Watching the reel as it comes to a close   Brutally taking it's time   People who change for no reason at all   Happening all of the time      Can I go on with this train of events?   Disturbing and purging my mind   Back out of my duties when all's said and done   I know that I'll lose every time      Moving along in our God given ways   Safety is sat by the fire   Sanctuary from these feverish smiles   Left with a mark on the door      Is this the gift that I wanted to give?   Forgive and forget's what they teach   Or pass through the deserts and wastelands once more   And watch as they drop by the beach      This is the crisis I knew had to come   Destroying the balance I'd kept   Turning around to the next set of lives   Wondering what will come next