So this is permanence, love's shattered pride   What once was innocence, turned on its side   Grey cloud hangs over me, marks every move   Deep in the memory, what once was love      Oh, how I realized? How I wanted time?   Put into perspective, tried so hard to find   Just for one moment, I thought I'd found my way   Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away      Excessive flash points, beyond all reach   Solitary demands for all I'd like to keep   Let's take a ride out, see what we can find   Valueless collection of hopes and past desires      I never realized the lengths I'd have to go   All the darkest corners of a sense I didn't know   Just for one moment I heard somebody call   Looked beyond the day in hand, there's nothing there at all      Now that I've realized how it's all gone wrong   Got to find some therapy, this treatment takes too long   Deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway   Got to find my destiny before it gets too late