Holding back the feelings I have for you   Forbidden to tell you what I think   The poison they call lust is running through my veins   It's driving me insane   It hurts each and everyday   Tell me what to do or say   To have you in my arms   By my side   Out of just my mind and in my life   Oh god what I would give to have you be mine      When's it gonna be my time?    To give you all I have and more       Try and understand    I'm not gonna treat you like everyone else    You gave me a chance and that is all I ask for    Not much more   I Never thought it could turn out this way    Try to give you my heart and find the words to say   I care for you   I'll be there for you   What more is there for me to do?    Don't you dare blow me off   Havent I paid all my dues?      When's it gonna be my time   To give you all I have more      Putting an end to all these games    You only tell me what I wanna hear    Just tell me how it is    Let me take care of all the tears    Your day will come    When you know what its like to be in my shoes    To Like someone    Only have your heart battered and bruised