Trying to find who I am  Is that good enough for you?   What do you want me to be?   I've lost my Identity  I just want to be different  Not the same as any of you   I just want to be me  Search inside and find nothing new    Fear of failing now my fear has grown so much  Every single thing I try is trampled and into dust  For every time I try to answer my questions of why  I still see a piece of everthing I was, fall into dust    So here's the deal   You need to decide what's more important to you  Is it everything I have to offer   Or everything I wont do?  Every direction you gave me  I've tried my hardest to follow  It seems to me your own medicine is hard for you to swallow    Search inside me   Find all of what you want  Look inside you  Are you one to really trust?    Your opinion changes like the time of day  I'm my own person is what you constantly say  You lie!   Like it's a game of staying in first  When will you realize your the one this will hurt