can't live without you you're my saving grace    you helped me keep my sanity    when i was struggling you were by my side    you helped me face reality    the lust i had for you nearly drove me insane    i managed to walk away but doubt i'll ever be the same    you are my one true love for now and forever    and when i have you in my arms can't feel the pain i'm still bitter    i feel so alone - you've sucked the life out of me    i'm already dead i just don't know it yet    because you stole my heart a love i can't forget    slowly dying when will i go    i wish i was dead i feel so alone    your just a memory a twist of fate from god above    when i lie awake at night it's you i crave - it's you i love    the pain it burns inside i suffer everyday    still alive wishing i was dead like christ at the stake