I can't laugh I can't cry I can't see inside of me   Don't know the reason why      I ain't straight   And I ain't high   I'm the ugly in between   Can't live and I can't die      I wanna scream   And I can't win   My life's a living soundtrack   For a human horror film   I can't feel   And I can't love   My mama never showed me how   I never was enough      I can't laugh   And I can't smile   I'll sacrifice my aged elders   To show me how to die   I can't love   And I can't feel   And my mother never loved me   Deep down she hated me      I can't fuck   I can't feel   I'm one bizzare motherfucker   What the fuck's inside of me      I'll kill the beast so to free my soul   And smash the mirrors that won't let me go   Oh if there's a smile that ya see   It's only the clockwork orange that's in me      I curse the darkness impassioned plea   And tear the heart out and watch me bleed   I'll sacrifice my blood for free   To satisfy the vengence that's in me   And bury the mirror that's inside me