I know you feel like there's nothing to feel  but that's the biggest lie of the day  so dig it down into the ground  - that you don't want anything    and it's true it hurts to wake up  there was a couple of years for me, too  when my brain was black & blue  and I couldn't feel anything    Silverjacketgirl, you've got  the whole world in your head  say you weren't waiting for anyone or anything  you weren't waiting for anything  you weren't waiting to come back  - you were dead    a dive into the blues  I'm warning you  some half-hearted truth  some way of sliding thru to the other side  well  all it takes is calming down  all it takes is getting down