(Repeat 4x)  I can hear my mother call    Momma was a junkie and daddy was a playa  Man I swear, I don't care  About nothin', sometimes I'm rather be dead black  But that's about the millionth time I've said that  I get a headache everytime I start to think  I'm wonderin' why I'm not dead, I'm on the brink  Yo, it's kinda crazy, used to be my baby  But now you're not yourself because you shot yourself  I had a homie who tried to withside  He died, he lied in a closed casket right  I can't take it, am I gone make it  Suicide's my answer for life's cancer  I used to pray every Sunday  But since blasphamy I gotta listen to what my gun say  Can ya dig it, can ya dig it, can ya dig it?  No 40, O.E., gin and juice I'm a swig it, yo  But back to my drama  I finally made my mind up and said fuck my mama  I'ma get my shit straight, my mind I gotta get straight  So I bought a 38 yo  I gotta get my head on  And if ya still think I sing that sad song then you're dead wrong  So check my situation  I guess you can call me a premature ejaculation    (CHORUS)  Man I ain't nothin' but a nut  A premature ejaculation    Yo, life's kinda funny  It seems like we all bleedin' tryin' to get some bloody money  I don't know why  Motherfuckers trippin', talkin' 'bout I'm always high  When I'm gone die, shit  How many problems can one motherfucker get yo  What's wrong with my mind  If it wasn't for the bad times I wouldn't have no times  My baby done left me  She claims I need some mental therapy, she called me crazy  It ain't no sweat though  'Cause anyday I canplay Russian Roulette hoe  So fuck that trick bitch  Anyway, she was suckin' the next nigga dick, shit  So fuck the perpetration  If you can dig my situation, a premature ejaculation    (CHORUS)    Yo, as the world turns  If one nigga die, 10 niggaz might learn from that  The shit runs deep though  "How deep?" 6 feet deep put me to sleep bro  How can I make you understand  And stop you from Stevie Wondering how I'm going under and  You try and diagnose me, analyze me  But the shit don't surprise me  Realize that I see through all eyes gee  I might be wise, but I'm blind just as I see  I'm smokin' on a fat one  I got one in the chamber, cock back on my cap gun  That's the way my life goes  And my life ain't nothin' but bitches and money and hoes  Goes a little somethin' like this  I'm down to the E 'cause I'm a suicidalist, yo  I look forward to passin' away  And on my way to hell i get some ass on the way, yo  So check my situation  I guess you could call me a premature ejaculation    (CHORUS)