everything is alone and dying   a pariah even among demons   crawling down the devil's throat   i'll make cruel of your brain   lewd courage... weak emotion   blind to this part of mind   strongest point of raw fright   fear of guilt... express dread   is this sickness there   or has it already spread   lump in the throat... heart in hand   odius to the soul...   offer your prayers   breaking down strong esteem   jaws numbed shut   eyes wide with fright   you stared at me   tension builds... gritting teeth   induce this reaction...   picking up the pendulum   slit your wrist...   lying in your pooled blood   cleansed in mortal tarnish   suicide is not escape   only a weak retreat   this backbone of your inner cracked   stick to death by this sick touch   infinity of my retribution   manifests this hate   for your execution   this backbone of your inner cracked   nothing more repulsive   than a pathetic man   misgiven dusk the path to greet   seizing all ripe memories   stomach twists into hatred   sticken to death by this touch   ripping the soul from inside   glowing bright with endowed gloom   naive awareness... without sound   a shame your courage   lies in my handssheer black fright   a fountain sealed   i'll break your pride down into pain