The last few years, I've felt this deep inside   Its breaking down in me, and I cant erase the pain bottled deep within   If only I knew how to feel like you do   This guilt would fall from me      Its all my own I've brought it here   Im dying here   It feeds upon the wounds that leave me   Dying here      If only I could, have seen this in my skin   crawling endlessly and I could erase   the pain but its just not me   the words dont come from my mouth quite so easy   I've gotta set me free      Its deep inside me   Im breaking down   Im bottled up   not to be found   Its crawling in me, and stiring envy, its all just not me   I cant be found