All these years you turned your back on me   It took time but I know just what this means      And I feel so small when you take it all   you push me away   when its said and done all this shit aint fun   I'll still be here      I've tried so hard to talk to you   Lend an ear is something you can't do      Im here and Im standing tall but I feel so god damn hollow   your ways, engrave, my brain, I follow   my lips are sown up tight to stop the words I'll tell you   My life, this time, I feel torn inside   I wanna take my fist and crush your perfect face!   I will, one day, I will un-mute the pain   and then you'll see   What you've made..and hate      Why did you beat me down, why did you leave me here   why did you push me away, you taught me how to fear      I've never said these things I hide   I hold these fucked up thoughts inside