I only wanted to   Kill the pain and the sorrow   Instead I buried you   And killed the happiness in me   Can you hear the laughter   Coming from my grave?   Suddenly it seems to me   That I am my own worst enemy   We can never hope to breathe   In this misery   Full speed with blinders on   Never stopped to see the horror   I think you always knew   I'd drag you down to hell with me   Suddenly it seems to me   That I am my own worst enemy   We can never hope to breathe   Tangled in this misery   Think of all I've said and done   All the fights I thought I won   Another scar for the chosen son   The ungodly one   How can I   Purge this venom from my veins?   Your sweetest suicide   Drags you in and flips that switch   As you fade away   With the breath of every hit