It happens...      Today   Still reminds me of yesterday   Even when my thoughts find their own way   Forcing yourself to stay   You keep running away   As the rythem shivers in my vains   (All I want)   Is a chance to let you know   Watch you turn away to abandon me alone   Watch you disappear until you finally fade   My mind is driving me insane   (Its how I feel)   Didn't have anywhere to hide   Watch my life as I drift back inside   Wanting a shadow / That I can stand behind   Seeing all this has washed out my pride   I kept thinking your absence would justify   But from where I try / sits a lonely soul   All the hypocrisy / You lay on property / Makes out how    You thought of me   In a moment when my abandonment is left untold      I crawled so far   And fell apart   And when I remember   You are never there for me   Every time I try   It makes me cry   And when I remember   You are never there for me      Today   Still reminds me of yesterday   Even when my thoughts find their own way   Forcing yourself to stay   You keep running away   To skip across the page    (That you didn't need)   Despite the fact you didn't see the change in me   You still held part of my emotions in vaccancy   Pushing away everything we're made to be   Now I see that you   (Wanted to move on)   Standing in a room inside a breah so hollow   Hurting worse than not having a voice to follow   Losing the motions to open up and defend   It all shapes down into broken memories from back then   I kept thinking your absence would justify   But from where I try / sits a lonely soul   All the hypocrisy / You lay on property / Makes out how   You thought of me   In a moment when my abandonment is left untold      I crawled so far   And fell apart   And when I remember   You are never there for me   Every time I try   It makes me cry   And when I remember   You are never there for me      I just stand and watch you go   As my tears wet down my day   So all I want you to know   Is theres just one thing I have to say   2x      I crawled so far   And fell apart   And when I remember   You are never there for me   Because all my wrongs   Every time I try   It makes me cry   You are never there for me