And I wondered why you came for all this   After so long   When it ripped into you like the son you never were   And I don't think this is - what you wanted now         It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near   Sit around and blame the one that put you here   I laugh out loud to drown it out   So I can breathe and feel the space surround me      And I wondered why you never doubted getting (fair/fame)   When it pulls you down and turns out over (when it may)   Why are you always in   a fight with me         You will always end up here