I felt it turn to come and go    don't worry no one ever knows    I don't know why it just won't die    It breaks me in to stay alive    I know it hurt a lot like you    C'mon I know that you felt it too       It hurts the same and that's ok    I never liked him anyway    I know       It seems so long since I've been gone    I got so used to just hanging on    I feel so wrong    I don't belong    I got so used to just hanging on       I'm used to starving out instead    It's easier than fakign it    Sometimes it hurts but    That's no worsethan all those times    I guess it works    I know they walked away with a piece of me       The more I bruise from laying low    I walk around liek I'm alive again    But I know it's just not the same       Shut up    I'm sorry I broke it all    I don't know why it just won't die    And I'm fading