Everyday I wake to find nothing has changed   Still down on my luck I pray   Alone still has to be this way   Above me the skies will remain grey   Got jealousy for anyone that's happy   You don't know I hate you want to hurt you   See you suffer, you won't hear the cries   For help in me my fear I writhe in pain   I was born to lose   Angry and alone is what and how I was meant to be   Hatred and fear will always be a part of me   There's no salvation for me I know that   I am cursed for all eternity   Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido   Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments   Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become   Outcast - There's no reason to live there's only   Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real   Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel   Paranoia's got a strangle hold on my mind   I want to sigh in relief but not this time   It seems now a days to stop this torture   need to drink and drink to forget the future   Even the people in my life hardly know me   The malice and rage I stride to hide and control   I want to end this pain my luck drains away like rain   There's only endless pain   Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido   Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments   Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become   Outcast - There's no reason to live there's only   Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real   Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel   We're the cursed hide behind friendly smiles   There's a need to crush and hurt to avenge our loss   Day in day out the pain is too immense to bear   My hatred grew cause no one ever cared   I fail and fail at everything I do   I hope, I lose, to me it's nothing new   I try, I fail, I crash and burn   I've lost again I die this curse will never end   Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real   Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel   Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real   Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel