What you see is what you get   What you said ain't always what you meant   Things were said and things were done   But in the end who turned tail and run   You were so blind and you were riding so high   But you'll see my face alone when you cry   The tables have turned on you   Look inside yourself see the real you   I just want to hurt you   I just want to make you feel my pain   I am dying silently   I will lash out and make you see   Hear your laughter and watch your leisure   Bash your learning face to disfigure   Coming after you with a vengeance to stop   the resurgence of your failed devotions   Judge yourself before you judge me   You're no better than I am   You will see   A message toward your bleeding hearts   Get out our way before our hatred starts   The state, my state of mind is only hate   The hate that dwells inside of me is to infuriate   I can't begin to describe what's inside   I hide the fatal thoughts of final suicide   There's many things that I have to sort   within my head   It's all the bullshit that as a kid I was fed   I can't tell who's real and who's fuckin fake   I take a breath before I seal your fuckin fate   I just want to hurt you   I just want to make you feel my pain   Look around you see the world decay   Can't you see that I don't see things   the same way that you do