They stare at me with those haunting eyes, and all I can say is that I tried.   Regret my life is something I can not do, regret my actions is something that I refuse.   Force fed the feelings of self loathing I'll sit and watch as my life grows colder.   Friendships have come and friendships have gone tough I regret nothing as I barely get by.   Alone again I'll view myself to be plagued by what all the others felt.   Their feelings cut like a knife this seems to be a fight for my life.   Alone again I'll overcome the feelings that were so fucking wrong.   Yet again I view myself this cycle never ends it has just begun.   So clearly I can see just what these fools have meant to me.   I will not regret. I'll just live with these thoughts in my head.