Why am I still here   I have lost all that's dear   What's the point in moving on   When there's nowhere I belong   I've got no strength to hang around   But still you kick me when I'm down   You say you'll hurt me; well you should   'Cause when I bleed it feels so good   When I'm with you I'm ignored   Still you give me something more   The way I feel, I can't explain   But it feels good, I can't complain   Moving on but nothing's there   It seems like no one really cares   I never learned to let things go   But did you have to break my soul?      So much agonizing pain   At just the sound of your name   Having faith gets you nowhere   I can't see what's really there   Lies on top of still more lies   Why's it always me who cries   Fake smile and lots of make up   From this nightmare, I can't wake up   Nothing helps when you've got no one   You've never truly felt alone   You have caused me so much pain   This burning hurt I feel everyday   Don't apologize for this   You know that you're my only wish   Living life within a black hole   It's not your fault you broke my soul      I cry alone, no sense of pride   Endless tears into the night   I tried to tell you how I feel   The wounds you've left refuse to heal   You tried hard to lend your hand   But you'll never fully understand   Don't try to ask me what it wrong   The answer you'll get's far too long   "You're still here; at least you're livin'"   Sure, if that's what you wanna call it   No matter what my life comes to   Just know that I will always love you   I told you once I'd never leave   Some promises, you just can't keep   Emptiness is getting old   Soon I'll have no broken soul...