a voice inside me cries   but for pleasure or for pain   a nightmare in disguise   who taunts me with your name   i hear thunder coming closer   with each beat that my heart makes   the temptation to hold her is so strong   that i break   im not helpless but im spinning am i losing me      what we do when heavens rain   things that god cannot explain   thunder roars in the skies above   and these just things i cant ignore   while the clouds bleed till im stained   things that god cannot explain   how you bruise me with a kiss   while i dangle and i twist      ive crossed another line   is it wrong to feel this way   i left it all behind me on the boundaries of my faith   i was told but i dont know   is it natural or a sin   as your body comes in closer   i hold back then i give in   im not helpless but im spinning am i losing me      what we do when heavens rain   things that god cannot explain   thunder roars in the skies above   and these just things i cant ignore   while the clouds bleed till im stained   things that god cannot explain   how you bruise me with a kiss   while i dangle and i twist      when the rain disappears will it wash away my fears   or have you stained me with your kiss   just a scarlet on my wrist      What we do when heavens rain   things that god cannot explain   thunder roars in the skies above   and these just things i cant ignore   while the clouds bleed till im stained   things that god cannot explain   how you bruise me with a kiss   while i dangle and i twist