Take a breath and tear it apart   See things crystal clear   And then scream against me    hurt me beat me      We were just joking like clowns   Handling life and letting it drown   "are you kidding me?"    I heard myself loud   Because I shouldn't let you go   Can't be waiting anymore      I've got enough of senseless cries   It's not easy to break through   But then scream against me   hurt me beat me      Stand beside me    Let me see what those hands hide   Don't be scared about me   I am here just to see you die       White dressed angel let me try to take you high   take you as high as i can fly      Stand beside me    Let me see what it tastes like   Don't be scared about me   I am here just to see you die      I committed suicide   I just died to see you cry   But don't blame me   That's my only sweet laugh   So don't blame me   I couldn't reach the afterlife   So don't hate me   Because i've never felt your heart beating   Then I fucked up mine      White dressed angel let me try to take you high   take you as high as i can fly      White dressed angel let me try to take you high   take you as high as i can fly      Writing desperation through heartache and joyful smiles   Blue and happy at the same time