twenty years and twenty days    so much hoped for in so many ways    time is spent wondering minds on travel    when will it happen how will i handle?    are you my insight or were you my foresight?    i'll dream myself to sleep and question through the night      thank you for give me these answers to see    and taking time to show your true self to me       fuck you you fucking fuck    man of year award you're shit out of luck    thanks for showing me how to be a man    observe act opposite now i understand    how many left turns before you feel right?    forced i love you must make your night    who will be there when death comes to call?    funny the outcome who banished them all?       do all that you've said not what you've done    i've finally shown my face around    my hearts been frozen numb    twenty years of angst for this to come    am i a long lost tragedy    or just my fathers son?       when i was your age look what i have done    don't feed me that bullshit you ran out on your son    don't preach your ethics o noble man of charm    for a man was known to pat his back until he broke his arm   thank you for giving me this glance    now i know what i must do to give my son a chance       no i will never be like you you fuck.