Granted I've been a fool before   But I've never felt so completely insane   I know I've been here before   But I never saw this for what it really was      And I hope that I can get my point across   I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now   I know that I am running as fast as I can   I know thats not very fast at all      I'm trying so hard to be something   That I just end up being nothing at all   So watch me as I stumble now   Watch me smile as I hit the ground      And every time that I knew the truth   I would just pretend that I wasn't hiding   I'd tell myself that its alright   I know myself and I think thats all that matters      And I hope that I can get my point across   I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now   I know that I am running as fast as I can   I know thats not very fast at all      I'm trying so hard to be something    That I just end up being nothing at all   So watch me as I stumble now   Watch me smile as I hit the ground      I always expect this   And I always see it coming   I love it when its faltering   I love it when its failing      And I know that there is   Most likely something wrong with that   Its a part of who I am   At least I think that it might be,   Anyway...      I'm trying so hard to be something   That I just end up being nothing at all   So watch me as I stumble now   Watch me smile as I hit the ground      I'm trying so hard to be something   That I just end up being nothing at all   So watch me as I stumble now   Watch me smile as I hit the ground   As I hit the ground      Watch me smile as I hit the ground