give me the strength to get back up  you push me down  you shut me out  it was a slap to the face  you made me feel low  lower than i've ever felt before  thoughts cross my mind and now i find  i'm all alone and no one cares  and no one cares    all my dreams turn to nightmares  hating myself, hating who i am  dying inside and i won't deny  i'm searching for that someone i can't find  no one to talk to, to call my friends  when will this pain end  i want to give up 'cause i know that you don't care  and you don't care    you think you're safe and sound  but goes around comes around  and i won't wait for you to try  and it will all come down on you  and there's nothing you can do  'cause i've got way too much pride    now it's over, i know how you feel  and i know you live a lie  there's nothing left to do, i've done all i can  so i leave it up to you.