i'm know i'm not that special   especially in your eyes   so when i see you tonight   please don't apologize   why couldn't i have just kept my mouth shut   because i feel like shit again   can't get my foot out of my mouth   life's so unfair it seems      i never met a girl quite like you   so pure and so true   now that you don't come around   i feel like i've let you down   wish i could say the words   that could stitch things up, make things okay   but i've already said too much   and it doesn't matter anyway      i'm sorry for what i did   what was i thinking   i'm sorry, fucked up and now you're leaving   i shouldn't have told you the truth   i should have lied   i should have thought of how you feel   if i could take it back, i would