broken heart, mistaken trust   a mind so pressured and lacking love   this life seems so unclear   mistaken fortune   spin the wheel      if you felt the things i have   so many fucked up memories   years gone bad   you'd take a closer look at yourself      shame hatred lacking soul   you can't understand   because you've always had more   memories at the back of my mind   send pain right down my spine      if you felt the things i have   so many fucked up memories   years gone bad   you'd take a closer look at yourself   i'm left here to die   you're laughing i'm screaming   as life goes by   i can't understand this world