I may have not of made it   But you don’t believe in marriages anymore   And what are you thinking about?   I don’t even think you really know for sure   All the things I’ve said in songs   All the thoughts I always meant to feel   Not everything is black and white   Not everything you say is right   I never knew you trusted me      I use to be a big disgrace   My parents still think that I am   Picking up my head   To study more   Riding on the train and back   Picturing the life in tack      But this time, I wont stop   This time, I cant stop   This time I wont stop this, anyway      I don’t need to hear it   But I’m truly just sick to death of here   But if I’m here, I drove it   I never really understood my life   All the times I’ve mended hearts    All the fears I locked up behind   I never truly meant to leave   Even though it made them weep   I always wanted to stay back home      I use to be a big disgrace   My parents still think that I am   Picking up my head   To study more   Riding on the train and back   Picturing the life in tack      But this time, I wont stop   This time, I cant stop   This time I wont stop this, anyhow      When I think I didn’t care, it really means   my options go no where   The chilly nights just keep me up   I go down stairs and drink a cup   I’m breaking down to pieces on the ground      I use to be a big disgrace   My parents still think that I am   Picking up my head   To study more   Riding on the train and back   Picturing my life in tack       But this time, I wont stop   This time, I cant stop   This time I wont stop this, anymore   But this time, I wont stop   This time, I cant stop   This time I wont stop this, any means      Ohhh Yea !!!