i tried to believe in all that i am   but i was the one i could never fool   and now it's time that i admit to my mistakes   it's not that i want to go like this   but it was a choice i had to make   my own self doubt makes me weak and i must say....      to you, i swear it's true   tonight i say goodbye   and you don't need to cry   i promise you tonight was the last time      there's no reason to shed your tears   and there's no need to pray for me   everyone has a purpose but mine i could never find....      don't think that i wanted to go like this   but it was a choice i had to make   my own self doubt made me do what can't be undone....