it seems so strange that i still hold you dear...   it was never meant to be this way and i'm wrong...   i was forced to watch you walk away...   saw things in a different light for a change...      and if i wanted it so, and if i wanted it so bad...   i would've spoke my mind long before now...      i think back to all the times we've shared...   walked through darker times than this by your side...    it's just the simple things that i fear...fearing a desolate existance all alone...      i hope that things will never changebut things don't always stay the same...    never will, never will again...   we were walking hand in hand looking for a dream that never ends...    never will, never will again...    you were wishing for the best but I never meant to feel this way...    never will, never will again...    i never meant to feel this way...