i can clearly see what i am gonna be...   i'm turing into something that i hate...   i can't begin to justify so don't even ask me why...   i double standard it, i'm the hypocrite...   i'm turing into something that i hate...   and i don't know what to do...it's all because of you...      you don't seem to understand what you do to me...   and how i seem to hang on to your every word...   how much more will it take until i finally break...   and why can't you see that you're taking me down with you...      not gonna last 'cause we are going nowhere fast...   i'm turning in to something that i hate...   you say it'll never come out right so what's the reason left to try...   and who's to say that this is all in vein...   i'm turning in to something that i hate...   and i can't help but to follow you down to nothing...