When this thing started we knew so much   Now you're always further away   When we started I cared to touch   It's all a game, the same and I don't want to play   Something so simple has passed me by   What it had taught me has gone away   Lost all the will to truly try   Don't know how long I can stay this way      Everything changes from day to day   Nothing is stable, my edges fray   Can't tell how things will be like   Can't grasp control of my own damn life   Everything loses appeal, everyone is gone   I knew what was ideal, I know all that is wrong   Everyone isn't real, loneliness sets in   Give anything to feel, what's underneath your skin      I feel the semen get me high   I feel too many unfaithful ties   I realize the things I didn't do   So I don't mind letting go of you   I feel the semen leave me dry   I feel my lifetime flying by   I realize the things I did to you   Now I don't mind the fact you didn't tell me not to      It's crazy the way things are   It's crazy the way things always turn out for me