My Struggle



My story started when I was in high school. I got the bug to write then, at the time I was writing poetry and I had an English teacher who inspired me; believe it or not he told me I should quit school and become a poet. That was 1969. One lost teenager with a heart full of dreams and lofty visions and one liberal English teacher. Just trying to find fulfillment, meaning and achieve their own self actualization.

I struggled for my whole adult life trying to find some way to provide for my family and at the same time find a way to express myself and self actualize by realizing my dream to write. I read books, took courses and started many writing projects, completing very few. In my case it wasn't just not understanding how to mechanically get the writing done, but I had resistances. Serious resistance to success etc., that I needed to address.

Mechanics Solved

The final steps to overcome my obstacles to expressing myself fully and being able to FLOW with my writing came over a year ago when I discovered an incredible program. This program has a very unique system to move you rapidly through the creative process and organizing aspects of a writing task allowing you to focus on the actual "putting words on a page". Which is also made super simple with their techniques.

Once I moved past the "excuse" of not knowing how, I was faced with my resistance alone. There were no more excuses, only me and my avoidance's, procrastination and negative feelings etc.

How Resistance Works

Our minds are tricky beyond what we can even perceive. Sometimes we get a glimpse, most of the time not. Resistance can show up in lots of ways. Say you've got an idea to write an article, you think "OK cool, I'm gonna work on that when I get home". Then you get home and you see the floor needs sweeping, and oh yea, the dishes need to be washed. Pretty soon, it's time for bed. You've just been duped by resistance, avoidance, distraction whatever you want to name it.

Just looking at the surface of this, you might think "Oh that's just procrastination!" But, what is procrastination? An avoidance mechanism that your mind is producing. As I said, tricky. Resistance can even show up as a negative feeling like worry or anxiety. It can manifest as a physical symptom like a stomach ache or a headache. It goes on and on.

The Answer to Resistance

Thanks to cutting edge human change science, you can uncover these hindrances to success and creativity, get to the roots of them and foster healing. Integrative Clearing Work is a powerful technique. When you learn it, you will have a tool you can use for the rest of your life to set yourself free from inner blocks to creativity and energy and positive mental attitude and emotions. This is "petal to the metal" liberation that is difficult to imagine. You must experience it to understand.